Tag: Depression
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The Waiting Game
It’s 2022, and I’m still stuck in limbo. What was supposed to be 6 months has turned into almost two years. It’s been one setback after the next with regards to my emigration. And things are moving so slowly… Damn the Coronavirus. At this rate, it feels like it’s not going to happen. But I’m…
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Without Armour
Exposed,Without armour.Even the warrior falls,Needs a helping hand.We can be saved,But sometimes just not in time.How will the story end?
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Vaccine and Life
On Thursday I went for my first dose of the Pfizer covid vaccine. It went better than I was expecting. I have no issues with needles, but I do get anxious and paranoid about side effects (same as whenever I take a new medication). My arm was a bit painful that evening, but not enough…
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How Can I Believe?
I wish I could believe this quote. I’ve been somewhat in survival mode for so long that it feels I’ll never get out of it. That there’s no end in sight. My childhood was one of survival. I always thought that once I was out of that stage of my life I would be okay.…
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Too Much
Too much pressure. Too much pain. Anxiety. Worry. One shock after another. One of my friends recently told me that I seem to have the worst luck. Ha! I try so damn hard. I try to be positive. And for what? For everything to blow up in my face anyway? For things to continually go…
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On Accidents, Trauma, and Fighting for a Better Future
In over 15 years of driving, I’d never had an accident. Sure, I’d been in a few with other people driving. But this time I was the one behind the wheel. It was after threapy and I had just taken my car for a desperately needed wash, so was feeling pretty good. It happened so…
Journey Toward Healing 