Tag: Emotional Dysregulation

• Struggling

  I’ve been struggling a lot these past few days. My sympathetic nervous system and good old Amy(gdala) thinks I’m in constant danger. My emotions are all over the place. For a couple of hours yesterday I felt completely empty, then another torrent of emotions. Reading my previous post back, I’m aware that my current emotions […]

  Rayne

  September 5, 2018

  Borderline Personality Disorder, Mental Health

  Emotional Dysregulation, Mental Health, Sensory Overload, Suicidal Ideation, Therapist, Therapy

• Building The Therapeutic Relationship

  My therapy session last week Wednesday marked a turning point in my relationship with my new therapist. I usually do 30 minute sessions with her, as that way I’m able to see her every week. But I wasn’t ready to leave this time… I wasn’t in a good space. So she said we could stretch […]

  Rayne

  May 9, 2018

  Borderline Personality Disorder, Therapy

  Anger, Attachment, Borderline Personality Disorder, Emotional Dysregulation, Mental Health, The Therapeutic Relationship, Therapy

• BPD Got Me

  Friday night I had a full on BPD moment. For the first time in many months, I experienced intense, extremely painful emotions. DBT skills out the window- Distress Tolerance, what’s that? How do I do that? My cognitive functioning was severely impaired, and the only way I could think of to cope was through self-harm […]

  Rayne

  May 6, 2018

  Borderline Personality Disorder

  Borderline Personality Disorder, Depression, Emotional Dysregulation

• Protected: 24 Hours With BPD During A Crisis Phase

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  Rayne

  June 11, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder

  Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Breakdown, Burn Out, Crisis, Depression, Despair, Dissociation, Emotional Dysregulation, Fear Of Abandonment, Self Care, Self Harm, Suicide, Work

• I Want It To Stop

  The excruciating physical pain I’ve been in this week has subsided quite a bit. It’s not as unbearable as it was. But the emotional pain has stuck around. In my previous post, I wrote how I feel like crying when thinking about the next day, week, etc. But now, its escalated into panic. How the […]

  Rayne

  May 20, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder, Trauma

  Depression, Despair, Emotional Dysregulation, Flashbacks, Inner Child, Loneliness, Memories, Music, Nightmares, Panic, The Past, Therapist

• An Emotional Storm

  My therapy session on Thursday was an emotional shit storm. The people at the gym where I used to train in Muay Thai got it right when they nicknamed me “Storm”. Small, innocent and fragile looking. But once unleashed, has the potential to be deadly. Well, this Storm certainly hit in this session. My therapist […]

  Rayne

  March 11, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder, Therapy

  Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Emotional Dysregulation, Relationships, Shame, Splitting, The Therapeutic Relationship, Therapist, Therapy